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Sometimes I don’t know what’s wrong with me. I’m not happy with myself. I don’t really know whether I’m happy with my career or not. After 7 years working, I fell like I’m not supposed to be here, I don’t deserve it! If I could turn back the time, for sure I will turn my career wheel to the other way and looking for something that could lead me to self satisfaction. Is it too late for me now? I’ve tried but maybe it is not enough. I have to work harder. But doing something without any encouragement is not really easy. What am I going to do?

I flipped through today’s newspaper. Same story again. Story that would definitely make my heart sank. I just couldn’t understand, why human sometimes become inhumane? How dare they abuse a small child? This kind of man should be abused first before sending them to jail!
I don’t have the heart to continue my reading on child abuse. So I flipped to another page of the newspaper. Again! One more crime story highlighted. Why there must be crime happened everyday? I don’t have any interest to read this story on snatch thief, another same story happened again and again and all the time. The government should give them a tougher lesson! Then, I arrived at my favourite part which is the advertisement. I just love looking at and comparing price with another store. At the top right corner of the newspaper is a list of top rated diet pills. I’m so glad to see that the pill that I consume is in the list among the top one! I stopped at that page quite long, looking for something that value for money. I have no interest with the content on the next page which is the business part. Coming after that is the entertainment section. I’m not the type of person who really concern about celebrities’ life. I just read the title and that’s it! I’m done with today’s news

After struggling from morning until evening, night would be or should be a time for me to rest. After taking my bath, I will take my children to sleep. Sometimes I have to accompany them for more than two hours but sometimes they will fall asleep easily. It depends on my luck on that day, I guess!
Then I will go to the kitchen to find something to eat like apple, biscuits, bread or even instant noodles. Before going to sleep, I will make sure to apply only the best night creams on my face.
When sleeping, I have to wake up every two hours because normally the kids will ask for milk and that is their routine. Waking up in the middle of your sleeping is not something easy. I have to gather my strengths and force myself to get up. I don’t know when I can have a comfortable and undisturbed sleeping time.

Sunday would be a family day. My husband and I went to Jaya Jusco with our two sons. I love to see my youngest son running along the store, he looks so happy. At a moment he will stop at one spot and starts to look at peoples’ behaviour. I have to always keep my eyes on him whereas my husband will handle our 10 months baby. I was so lucky because there was a sale at the store. So I took this opportunity to buy clothes for the kids. They grow up very fast and most of their clothes were not fit anymore. I managed to get 3 t-shirts and 3 trousers for each of them. I always tell my husband to be equal to both of them. If the eldest get one, his younger brother should get one also. I don’t want them to question or accuse us for not being fair.
My youngest son will easily get restless but he’ll never sleep on his stroller, that’s the problem. After two hours we have to go back even though we have not got a few things. We are so lucky because the store is only 10 minutes from our house and we can always go there anytime.

Have you heard about EMAS? It is actually a prototype car designed by Proton Malaysia. The car was shown at the 80th International Motor Show in Geneva recently. As a Malaysian, I’m so proud at Proton who can come out with such a great and cool design car. The best part is, Proton will release the car to public in 2012! I can’t wait and I’m eager to own it. Everybody is making their own perception about the price of the car. So far the price of Proton’s car is still affordable because they (Proton) always say it is for majority of the public. For people like me I can’t own even the Ferrari parts, owning the Ferrari itself would be a dream comes true. So, thanks to Proton for making our life easier by creating and releasing an affordable car for Malaysian.

I just watched this one TV programme. It is about celebrities, their gossip and their life. One of the segments that I like in this programme is ‘looking inside the bag’. The reporter will check celebrities’ bag and have a look what are the things inside.
The first celebrity is a radio DJ. I like her because she’s a happy go lucky person, always cheerful and she also able to make the listeners’ day full of joy. In her bag there is a lotion, two cell phones, a pen and a notebook, several vitamins and also a perfume. I’m quite surprise because there is no make-up in her bag!
The next celebrity is a dancer. Of course in her beg there would be a set of make-up, mirror, perfume, and surprisingly she has a bottle of weight loss dietary supplement in her bag! No wander she looks so slim nowadays.
The last celebrity is an actress. She carried a set of make-up, chewing gum (to prevent from bad breath she said), one cell phone and a protection spray. Suddenly I wander, didn’t these people carry a pad with them?

I was shocked when suddenly my husband told me that he wanted to move to other state, to Kuala Lumpur. I asked him “why?” He said he always wanted to fulfil his dream. He wants to be an interior designer since he was a teenager. He said in Kuala Lumpur the opportunity is every where and the market is high as well. I sat quietly for a moment, giving him a chance to express his feelings and at the same time I’m thinking of ways to prevent him from going. I don’t actually like the idea of long distance moving. I asked him whether he already got a place to work and also a place to stay. The answer was short, “No” but I’m happy with his answer. This means he just expresses his desire, his ambition and no step was taken. But if he asks me the same question again then I really have to take it into my consideration.

When it comes to vacation, my friend is very fussy. Yesterday she called me and asked for places that she and her family can go during the coming holiday which is in June. I recommended the Outer Banks vacation homes to her. I know her very well, she will not go anywhere if she doesn’t have a proper place to stay, no proper eating place and no vehicle to move around with. She’s not the adventurous type of person and she always said that she wants a place like home! I really hope that she tries this place and I’m sure she won’t regret it at all.

I went to the pharmacy looking for cream that could heal itch on my skin. The problem is getting worst nowadays because of the hot weather that we all are facing since 2 months ago. It is SOO hot and very dry here until it kills the plants. Not only me having this problem but also my husband and our sons. We are advice to drink lots of plain water by the goverment. But to my surprise, the cream is sold out! Means that not only my family is having this problem, others were also facing the same thing. Then, I looked around the pharmacy and I was attracted with the acne pills. At mid 20s, I still have acne problem which normally faced by the teenagers. I read the label and then I asked few questions to the pharmacist. She told me that it is safe for me to consume the pills and she reminded me to follow the instruction stated on the label. Without further delay, I grabbed my own bottle and headed to the cashier.

This year would be a special year for my spouse. I already have on my mind one special gift for him. I know that he always wanted a Blackberry and I plan to give it to him as a birthday and also 4^th anniversary present. Both of the special days fall on the same month and normally I will give only one gift. No matter what, I have to give him a present because last year due to tight budget, I couldn’t afford to buy him anything. Although he didn’t mind about it but I really feel regret even until today. For my birthday, I wish he could give me loose diamonds or a necklace! Well, of course it is a joke. I don’t put high hope on him. I will be more satisfied if I can buy the things that I wanted by using my own money. I will appreciate it more because I know it is not easy for me to get one particular precious thing. That is how I put value on my belonging.